At the door of the classroom Clark started to break down. I went in with them and helped them sit down at a table. He kept hugging my legs and crying quietly, asking how long it would be until I would come back, asking if I could stay just a few more minutes. When the bell rang I pulled away and walked toward the door. He kept saying, "Bye Mom,"searching for my face around the other parents. Cal on the other hand seemed fine-- checking out the crayons and books.
I said goodbye as long as I could and that it would be awesome and they'll have so much fun and can't wait to hear about it. These things were difficult to say. As soon as I turned around I started crying so I walked quickly down the blurry hall and out the door.
This day came so quickly, and yet I am so, so thankful to have been able to spend almost each and every day of Cal and Clark's life at home and on adventures with them. I know many mothers don't get the chance to do that and I will always treasure the years I've been able to be at home full time. I'm thankful for a husband who understands and is on the same page that I'm on as far as me staying home.
But I digress.
When Teddy and I picked the boys up at school this afternoon they were a little shaken up. The teacher said they did great all day and then got antsy and scared as they were dismissing them. Understandable. I felt a little jostled in the dismissal herd and I'm 5'6".
The walk home was nice as I tried to get information from them about their day. I found out that they didn't go outside much and play on the playground because it was so hot today. Clearly this affected them. They got home and yelled, "YYAAAAAAHHHH!" while flinging their backpacks across the living room. After a small snack with Teddy they did NOT STOP THE CRAZINESS all night. Bouncing off the walls. It was storming or I would have taken them outside for awhile to run it off. Clark was literally climbing up the dishwasher an onto the counter, which he has never done before.
They husked corn for me on the balcony and made a "corn machine" with the sliding glass door. Clark held the stem or handle part of the corn into the space where the door slides into the side of the frame. Then Cal smashed the door shut. They were ecstatic that it worked!
When Brian got home they wrestled for what seemed like two hours straight. Teddy even got in on the wrestling.
It's a lot of time that I'm not with them and it will take some getting used to, for sure. I'm supposed to find out in a few days what day I can come into the classroom and volunteer as a room mom. Then I'll really get the inside scoop.
Here are some good quotes from the day:
On the way to school:
"I'm going to win 10 games for you today, Mom." -Clark
Me: "What did you do?"
"I don't really remember. I think we colored the whole time." -Cal
Me: "Did you read stories? Did you work with letters, did you build anything or do anything with numbers?"
"We didn't work with letters. They assumed we already know them." -Cal
"Lunch was boring and loud, like AHHHHHH! I wasn't even hungry." -Cal
"I did not like lunch. But we did see Peter and Andrew there." -Clark
"She said we were going to do math, but we didn't even do any." -Cal
"I told my teachers all about t-ball." -Clark
Me: "What was your favorite part?"
"The drawing." -Cal
"Yeah, the drawing."-Clark
Getting into bed: "School was funner than we thought." -Clark, with a nodding Calvin agreeing.
|Gammy found two of the same old Norman Rockwell|
mugs with a first day of school scene. So
the boys had their milk in those this morning.
|I love this picture so much. They look at each other |
the way Cal's looking at Clark here so much of the time.
I'm happy that they have each other.
|I'm still holding it together as we near the door...|
|Found their classroom|
|I think it's all hitting Clark right here.|
|All done! Water before heading home|
|Brothers missed brothers|
|After school snack/leftover lunch|
|Cal just broke the corn in the door. You can see the little chunk|
of cob stuck in the frame.